Enter the Void

Finally, pre-ordered.

Entering My home in January thanks to a good little helper with me in mind.

make up your mind

what kind of music does taylor zorzi really like because we can't figure it out.

"pull your top up, your skirt down and stop yelling"

no thanks mom,




oh p.s eating poison food should have been enough, BUT also licking your fingers covered in the poison food will lead to a well deserved TWO full days of body rejection....

OH good a photograph to remind me of how much I hate myself,

Thanksgiving sparks some initiative.

Back to the world of blogging. I will be saying goodbye to the atrocity that is 2010 in the next few months, and gracing the Broadview mansions with the presence of a 5.4 brunette and furry child.

thanks for providing this for my ears.

Animal Kingdom

Incredible.

I was attracted to every single flawed and unsettling character despite the fact that the direction that this film takes never fully developes any individual. Every character is completely unpredictable. It was extremely uncomfortable to feel that way about an entire cast when the film is basically scene after scene of intimate dialogue.

Definetely see this film.

normal people are so hostile

peter weller meets dexter morgan sept 23rd. yes please.

new hair, new rings, same brain: crap

your catharsis

"it feels like sunday without an impending monday everyday here"

in exhausting all my strength i still believe you were the right decision, and yet, i digress because you have somehow found exactly what I desire and I am still here dumbfounded.

Let me help you.

You're falling?

Here take my hand..

It will be easier to push you over the edge this way.

back to basics

boredom drains my wallet again.

love lost

plus one gorilla.

I am feeling fancy, I am a fancy girl.

Fancy feet, get me somewhere fast. You are my very best talent why aren't you being generous and rewarding?

take me out

I can't blog.

devil's water

This used to be my absolute favorite waste of time, and now, that I actually have the time i can't seem to get my little fingers writing.

The romance is over and everything has settled, how tall are you again, and what is the width of your shoulders?
Im not going to remember.

perpetual complications.

how would you define yourself?

"Well, I'm not sure really, I use a lot of self deprecating humor, Nintendo 64 is my preferred gaming platform, I have a dinosaur tattoo, I eat tums like they are candy and my best friend is my cat that I named after a pokemon character?"

"I think that's all I really need to know."

our day will come

notre jour viendra - feature film trailer from ROMAIN-GAVRAS on Vimeo.

She looked like a pterodactyl.....but dude i love dinosaurs

I have sucessfully managed to fully seperate myself with the atrocity that is ryerson university....aka I am a graduate.

PLAN YOUR TRIP NOW.

"meet boys, start your life already"

oh alright.

wishful thinking

maybe you will come back and pick more gunk out of my eyeballs for me.

bellissimo

we painted the streets with our love for this man:





you can find them in this city if your heart desires. Once we finished school we needed something artistic to do with our time.





off to montreal dressed like twins to tag that shit hole.

my butt and my stomach met in the middle somewhere

romance over studies.


girl:can someone take him away from me for a few hours after dinner so I can get some work done.
boy: what?
girl: we have only spent every waking moment together since you got to this city.
boy: it's NOT ENOUGH! Even when you're sleeping and you think I am sleeping I am just staring at your face.

fictive but cute.

DOCUMENTATION:

CHECK THIS OUT:

A HOME INSIDE A HEXAHEDRON

the biggest and bestest:

still a photohag

made a horrible night perfect

cute and deadly

prom next week. I have succumb to a blob of snot and mucus. It needs to disappear before wednesday or I am going to loose my cutest date.

I also need a cute dress and I also need not to fail art history.

that's all that is my life.


oh and p.s
i need this to not be a million dolla. I will marry you in one seconds if you surprise me with this. Unlike Australian Brad( as opposed to Canadian Lawyer Brad who I am sure likes surprises), I am also fond of the very best surprises.

victory strikes again

perfection:

drink deep, or taste not, the plasma spring

I spent all my money today on every form of entertainment

demon seed

"Proteus. It is something more than human, more than a computer. It is a murderously intelligent, sensually self-programmed non-being!"





how could anyone ever write a line more intriguing than that. I am incapable of accepting the fact that It makes sense that I did no live through the 70's.

extreme lifestyle 10

Such a wonderful night, you can check me out on omni television sounding like the most nervous individual of life, a nervous little ballerina artist.





I promise that i phone documentation will not be where that ends.

META MMX

fancy girl

it's spring and my exhibition is on thursday. My edges are spilling with happiness. I have been doing a lot of these lately.

success.

bunny time

saturday morning 8:55 am:

"I am going dumpster diving for kids bikes, I need some new wheels" - father zorz


yeah ok.

Fashion poverty

I am desperately tryingt o finish the worst essay I have ever written in my life. I can't do it. I seriously considered paying this perv in my class 50 dollars and giving him a good flash of my boobs to write it for me.

I need new clothing. Fuck school stress,that is what this blog was supposed to exemplify. My love for clothes and my lack of worry for the worst essays ever.

indiana bones:

it was christmas at our house this morning.

bloodsucker

bleeding from your extremities onto a piece of birch veneer makes for a pretty unsuccessful night of work.

"my project failed because I bled all over it?"

minor set back.

everything is ok.

I feel relieved. I had a burden to carry and I can't find it anymore, nor really remember who or what it was.




the normalcy I was trying to find does not exist, and i kind of like it.



I am really happy,
this is a good way to graduate.

also, I am going to buy one really interesting text on each of the places that I am going to visit before I go away on my trip.

They aren't going to be travel books, just a book written by a native author or subject matter that is particular to the place, it could be lighty related really

I already own the best norweigen black metal book to exist so I think that I am a ok for that country.



I also wish that enter the void would just come out on video so that I could count that as filling my head with images of tokyo.

mom visits + presents. Couldn't get much better

hope you can read in reverse.

mom got me presents because she knows all i do is watch movies in my room and make cardboard boxes. Deer Huntas. and a split of so much violence( usually i hate splits) but it was six bucks so il let it go this time.

This is also my new coat, and julia stole me a good brutal knights pin from her bf.

that's all.







I have the longest pony tail ever.

used to be one of the rotten ones and I liked you for that

my old self is dying just a little bit in one month.

The 27th of April is when everything does a freeze frame and what I do next will be the first thing that I have done in my whole life that will be 100% under my own control

I actually can't wait.

kiss me goodbye

this is it:

it's being done, i am projecting myself around the world.

Toronto -> L.A -> Tokyo -> Bangkok -> Moscow -> Oslo -> Toronto

my life needs saving, this I think, is the answer.

buzz's girlfriend, woof

did you fight in world war 2?

ok,

so i have been at Jerry's( my bff thesis partner) for like probably 70 hours now, so I look too haggard to be posting any photos of my face BUT I made a pretty solid purchase last week with an even better surprise in the breast pocket that was JUST discovered.

I found a ticket stub from a cinema in Nyon Switzerland, in my new army jacket.

Jerry thinks its my calling to go there now, so he saved some images to my desktop.




get lost toronto.

hose-brain

We had a pretty awesome guest stay with us from austrlia last week. As a parting gift, he bought us Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles on dvd, so while cleaning my room today I put it on.

this is what I discovered,




sam rockwell: head thug.

hellraiser

listen to john zorn and naked city on a crowded subway and watch how quickly your mundane surroundings transform into the most damaged environment ever.

funny games

made some purchases today.

i still have yet to share my new heart watch with this blog. Here it is.







the pteros are dying so i bought some 9 dollar lip balm, it was worth it, my lips are deteriorating. Besides my lips most of my extremities are meeting a slow death.

bought a saved by the bell season one and two for 11.99 from best buy with julia.

last but certainly not least i bought some panties like naomi watts in funny games, best purchase in a while to be honest.

ugly on the inside makes you ugly on the outside

ok,


so besides the fact that my life is actual hell on earth right there is a very stupid reason that i have not been writing many blogs lately.

i didn't think anyone was interested anymore. My blog was at like 1000 views for three weeks; well fuck if i have nobody to make envy my outfits, there is not point in wasting my time in my newly acquired dairy here.

but apparently blogs now count in series of 100 views, which makes no sense anyways...


that still doesn't really propel me back into non hell on earth but i'll try to be better.

i also need to tone down my potty mouth or change my name back to taylor zorz, my mom was concerned about people googling me and seeing the "real" me, as she decided to creep my blog last night.

there are probably like 30 posts i would have edited before i knew this day was coming.

green lit

suicidal tendencies for nothing.

my miniature world will be on display for your eyes to see april 8th.

please come

metaexhibition.ca

the wild wolves around you.

I love my friends, mocking them doesn't make you maintain your sense of hierarchy over us. You think that because you have an intellectual interest in something everyone else must be feigning interest, because you don't want anyone to steal the things that are most close to your heart. And that's fine, I feel like that too. We harbor a lot of the same things. But I have also isolated myself in maintaining to preserve those things. I don't want to be alone anymore, so I am letting people see what it's like in my world. You don't want to share your time with me, thats obvious so I am going to share my time with someone else and don't act like a "dick" when I explain that to you because you are "bored and bitter". I'm sorry, that's just the way you want this to be.

deluxe

I one hundred percent found love today.

I spent an entire day watching the most efficient system at every step color correct and adjust disney's alice in wonderland. Then I sat in a theatre and screened it to look for deficiencies. AKA I watched 5 out of 6 reels of the new Alice in wonderland today which doesn't come out for another two weeks still. Also if you're into this I watched a much too cyan rob pattison fuck some chick to sigur ros for like an hour straight. It was awesome.

I actually felt my heart flutter like eight times today.

I want next monday to be tomorrow.

I also had the best weekend with groulx, hurst, jon beckers and mia farrow alex. We made friendship necklaces out of our shining time station flattened pennies and nickels. My mom told me I was wearing a felony around my neck .

Who D'YOU KNOW

hi taylor circa 2000; in ten years from now you will be wearing the same outfits which you paid two times less a penny for today. There is a lesson here, never throw away your striped shirts they will ultimately find a place back in your heart, thus incouraging you to give yourself a swift kick in the ass for being the exact opposite of a pack rat hoarder.

I am sure I owned these two shirts ten years ago, none the less I love joe fresh so much
I also love finding 300 dollar cowboy boots on sale for 100 bucks. so damn good looking.

thats all.

moma zorz would have some good purchases to document if she had blog, unfortunately it's not true.







OHH PPPPSSS. CIRCLE SCARF: GRAMMA HOME MADE, she should start a business

50 year storm

march is coming, and I'm not ready for it. I am looking into a cardboard world and it is making me resent the concrete walls that I reside within.

As much as I am in love with this piece I need fresh eyes and I can't obtain that without leaving the house, but I can't leave the house because I need to finish.


I am creating a work that describes a convoluted world, hectic and chaotic on the inside, concrete and simple on the outside.
That's my life in this house.
Life and art kind of just came to a head and met in the middle.


also, art on a schedule, a fucked up schedule at that, bullshit.

let me do what I want, i can't stream my work on the same time line as people who are making pieces not even remotely similar to mine. Let us make art, I don't want to be a student anymore.

kittens inspired by kittens

4 years:

its my edgeaversary on wednesday, I want a cake.

valentines day without boyfriend, with presents

Had a slumber at shining time station last night. The prospect of sleeping beside the train tracks at first I will admit didn't appeal to me. Aka I had anticipated the worst sleeps for groulx when I moved her into her new one. BUT, last night I had an interesting experience. When I was like hmm maybe 10, I used to imagine all the things that could happen to my house over night that would be totally impossible but really amazing.
1. my house would turn into a swimming pool.
2. my house would fly off the ground and end up in a tree
3. my house would turn into a moving vehicle.

So when you sleep in shining time station, the train comes so frequently that I actually felt like I was traveling somewhere and it was awesome. It took some getting used to but it actually was really relaxing. Good things await you Alex and little Germany.

so yeah, that's all, I burned like 25 calories max on the wii fit last night and for sure devoured like 3000.

oh yeah , this is my v-day present, shame on my paper back, you're so ugly.

fuck.

I sent an urban outfitters haul to Minnesota last week for 5 bucks how I wish I waited until today.

Check it out:
XXX

ALL THE GOOD ITEMS.

This was 1.99 and i took me about 3 seconds to decide I needed it.


This is my new artitzia skirt. I will never shop there again i lost two at least two pounds, there were so many stupid sluts breathing all at once in there it was like a sauna.


VV sunglass find thanks to mama.


This is my puerto rican elephant from the mama zorz, she went on a magical trip there.



This is my best VV find in a while, urban outfitters has an imitation cat, minus the open mouth and the diamond eyes, its not even close to as good and mine was a dollar.



this was a bonesy purchase she loves it.
I put it in my mouth and then realized it was really dirty while taking this photo.



LOVES IT.

I just can't avoid the void

ok i know I am way better than this, and I am sorry.

My face birthed a unicorn horn right smack between my eyeballs and everytime I took a picture of my face and my new purchases it was throwing me off.

And I am not going to photoshop a photo-booth picture just to make myself feel better, lame.

Anyways I am almost back to whatever normalcy I can handle so tomorrow the ptero and photobooth have a date.

I did a lot of shopping tonight with groulx and some good vv finds last weekend with moma zorz.


ALSO i broke down and oredered vice so that my lazy ass......well ok, it really has nothing to do with being lazy. Here is my probelm; everytime I walk into american apparel to search for my free copy of vice, I know they know. I know they know I am a poor unamerican apparel wearing student who just wants to get her free copy of vice once a month. So now I don't have to do that, but I just dont know what is more pathetic, paying for a subscription to a FREE magazine, or going into a store and buying a 50 dollar dress because you feel obligated just do that you can get a FREE magazine.

I donno, whatever anyways this month has an article about dining with cats in Japan, that magazine knows its demographic...


cat loving losers like me.

sun instead of rain

ok. Regan(Rain) Sounds like Reagan.

How i wish i was alive and intellectual, not born, in the 80's

happy ending

I got the mystery internship. It's at deluxe, a post production facility. That only took me a year to accomplish but I am pretty excited about it.

maybe I can start to turn things around.
maybe.

how to explain pictures to a dead hare

The Beuys Bunny

I would enjoy owning this.

i like my makeup in a mess.

tears fit so nicely on my cheeks.

go ahead and get comfortable there.

little girl in a big truck

look both ways when you cross the street today.

'have a cute night'

tarty tarty tarty tarty scandalous.

NEW THEMES FOR PTEROLIPS' BLOG.

i'm a new person, oh no sorry that's you.












oh do read on.
so steamy

watch my back

lindsay gave me all the girl pop that my ears can handle for probably my entire life.

I am going to try and get through it all today and decide just how many times I can listen to girls sing about dance, dance, dance, dance, dancing and crying.

ok, it's kind of cute.

moon

true science fiction; a man pitted against time questions the unknown, future fears and his own demise.


sam rockwell is much too underestimated.

now 90% more pants shitting

ok, i feel like the last post was still acceptable for this material blog as it talked about getting presents.

but getting back on track.

New pants, that I had a hard time photographing.

they're actually disgusting.