Dear Miss Zorz

i hold my head in complete shame for the purchases that I made on DEC the 3rd 2009.

Two english breakfast teas, one coffees, and a regular coca cola.

zero non liquids since 6pm yesterday.

you're so stupid.


sincerely taylor zorz

everything you do causes cancer

Wednesday has it out for me. Every week it demonstrates it's complete hate for me in the best ways possible.

For some reason I have had the title of the blog in my head for like a month, i have no idea where i heard it, where it came from and i can't figure it out. I don't know how that happened. I wish i could figure it out but it isn't coming to me. I put it into google, and google informed me that powerade causes cancer, AKA everything causes cancer.

when no one's looking

block and delete. I step further and further away from all forms of communication that ail me.

this is the face i made while doing that.



it's more agonizing than what i captured here.

dead babies

I am so hung up on fiction right now it is ridiculous. I just finished Time's Arrow, which was required for my science fiction class, none the less, amazing. But now I am in the middle of writing a 2000 word essay on the nature of time and time reversals and it is making me not only resent my life but my life's involvement with the novel, which I actually loved. Why do things like that have to happen. I resent a lot of things that I used to love because they got muddled with unattractive events, which make me shutter when I think about them. Why am I unable to separate the things I love or used to to love from it's associations in my past. Cause and effect I guess. Although cause and effect really are isolated events, only connected by a sequencing in time. I don't have time for this blog,

i have to get back to writing about the one thing i hate more than anything in life,

time. it gives me a swift kick in the ass every day.

sorry, suicidal rain-check, I am much too busy.






oh "dead babies" is my next read.