indiana bones:

it was christmas at our house this morning.

bloodsucker

bleeding from your extremities onto a piece of birch veneer makes for a pretty unsuccessful night of work.

"my project failed because I bled all over it?"

minor set back.

everything is ok.

I feel relieved. I had a burden to carry and I can't find it anymore, nor really remember who or what it was.




the normalcy I was trying to find does not exist, and i kind of like it.



I am really happy,
this is a good way to graduate.

also, I am going to buy one really interesting text on each of the places that I am going to visit before I go away on my trip.

They aren't going to be travel books, just a book written by a native author or subject matter that is particular to the place, it could be lighty related really

I already own the best norweigen black metal book to exist so I think that I am a ok for that country.



I also wish that enter the void would just come out on video so that I could count that as filling my head with images of tokyo.

mom visits + presents. Couldn't get much better

hope you can read in reverse.

mom got me presents because she knows all i do is watch movies in my room and make cardboard boxes. Deer Huntas. and a split of so much violence( usually i hate splits) but it was six bucks so il let it go this time.

This is also my new coat, and julia stole me a good brutal knights pin from her bf.

that's all.







I have the longest pony tail ever.

used to be one of the rotten ones and I liked you for that

my old self is dying just a little bit in one month.

The 27th of April is when everything does a freeze frame and what I do next will be the first thing that I have done in my whole life that will be 100% under my own control

I actually can't wait.