the wild wolves around you.

I love my friends, mocking them doesn't make you maintain your sense of hierarchy over us. You think that because you have an intellectual interest in something everyone else must be feigning interest, because you don't want anyone to steal the things that are most close to your heart. And that's fine, I feel like that too. We harbor a lot of the same things. But I have also isolated myself in maintaining to preserve those things. I don't want to be alone anymore, so I am letting people see what it's like in my world. You don't want to share your time with me, thats obvious so I am going to share my time with someone else and don't act like a "dick" when I explain that to you because you are "bored and bitter". I'm sorry, that's just the way you want this to be.

deluxe

I one hundred percent found love today.

I spent an entire day watching the most efficient system at every step color correct and adjust disney's alice in wonderland. Then I sat in a theatre and screened it to look for deficiencies. AKA I watched 5 out of 6 reels of the new Alice in wonderland today which doesn't come out for another two weeks still. Also if you're into this I watched a much too cyan rob pattison fuck some chick to sigur ros for like an hour straight. It was awesome.

I actually felt my heart flutter like eight times today.

I want next monday to be tomorrow.

I also had the best weekend with groulx, hurst, jon beckers and mia farrow alex. We made friendship necklaces out of our shining time station flattened pennies and nickels. My mom told me I was wearing a felony around my neck .