not a substitute

This music comforted me and made me remember times when I felt missed and loved.
Now I will feel this way towards it.

crack cocaine:

Father Zorz sent an email to daughter Zorz

"hi taylor
i clicked on your wed site but nothing server could not be found is
what it said,
dad"




OH THE LINEAGE. MY TREE OF LIFE LOOKS SO PROMISING. WHAT THINGS I WILL ACCOMPLISH.

blood visions

I haven't really been buying that much lately to be honest. I think my last clothing purchase was my birthday dress.

but today I bought:

a change purse shaped like an apple.
a toothbrush
and some mini eggs.

I am working on getting an interesting internship that could lead to a great job. I don't want to get ahead of myself though so maybe I will wait to talk about it.

anyways, just me and the baby tonight,

Nothing seemed true; I felt surrounded by cardboard scenery which could quickly be removed….

FAILURE

I have dedicated the last four years of my life being in a New Media program and THIS might just be the most depressing thing I have ever seen in my life.



"Experience a display that looks and reads like paper, even in sunlight, it's just as easy to read and carry as your favorite book"

Just as easy to read and carry as my favorite book?
My favorite book cost me $7.00, and now my favorite book is going to cost me $400.00?

I like taking my favorite book to the beach. oh my $400.00 dollar book got sand on it
I lost my favorite book on the subway. oh thats going to cost me $400.00 to replace.
I like reading my favorite book in bed. Oh my fat ass rolled onto my $400.00 dollar book after after i fell asleep.

The worst thing that could happen to my entire collection of favorite books, is...my house could burn down with all of my possessions inside.

The worst thing that could happen to my 400.00 dollar collection of favorite E books...is that the system could crash(which it probably will) with all of my favorite possessions inside.


I think I will take my chances with the burning embers.

It rained today inside my head

So counteractive.

Can I be an adult?

Just because I don't have a husband or a boyfriend doesn't mean I want to revert to being 15.

I just want to feel comfortable again.

acts of delusion

Bought new food for the fatty today who apparently is living so far up on her high horse that she can make decisions based on taste. Does she know how poor we are. I've seen her eat onion off the floor before, she can't possibly be this picky.

I was thinking about putting her in a modeling show anyways, she could do to loose another two pounds.


I'm just going to give her some extensions and brush her one hundred times a day and magic.....


Princess Cubone.


I really do go to school.